Why Do I Want to Lose Weight?

OK so I saw this on another bloggers page and decided it would be a good idea.

1. I hate having low self-esteem.
2. I don’t like it when my friends and family remind me how much weight I’ve gained since high school.
3. I don’t like it when people ask me “how far along are you?” or when my baby cousin thinks I’m lying about not being pregnant.
4. I hate it when I wear an outfit that I have to suck my stomach in for but I end up forgetting about it most of the day.
5. I hate that my face has gotten chubbier over the years and I almost have a mini double chin =(.
6. I don’t like it when my thighs rub together.
7. I don’t like getting tired after doing nothing.
8. I want to model professionally.
9. I want to train track runners but I don’t want to do it “fat”.
10. It’s my senior year of college and I don’t want to be known for my “love handles”.
11. I can’t stand it when my bra cuts off my circulation in the middle of the day because I swell up after lunch.
12. I can’t stand that I can’t wear the clothes I like. My style has changed because I can’t wear what I would if I were skinny.

      Here's a few pic's from my family reunion last month, these are the best I can do to show you my problem right now until I get my camera. Oh and make sure you check out my progress shots. I have photos only from February  when I weighed 156.

 Me and my cousin

Me, my aunt, and my cousin

Me and my two cousins